Okay so me and my boyfriend have been together just about 3 months and he has never came in me. I've wanted him to cause we are connected but I've been scared so yesterday we both made the decision to do it. I've been on the pill for 10 months now and I shouldn't worry but I do everytime after sex usually. I feel I would be that 1 out of every 100 women satistic. Please help me and let me know what you all think? Am I going crazy for feeling scared all the time? I mean what's the point in taking the pill right? I mean isn't that what it's for? To be able to have fun with your partner and not have to worry like teenagers?