Feeling blue - really bad.

Gemma • Married October 2014. Hubby and I are trying for our first Baby Boomer :-)TTC since April 2014. Hoping for the BFP soon
Hello all
I'm 9dpo and my mood for the past few days has been so up and down. And when it's down, they're majorly down. So much so something on the tele the other day had me in tears!
My bb's have been exceptionally sore too. And very itchy. On the sides and and the top but not on the nipple. Does anyone else experience this? 
I did a HPT too and it was neg. I knew it was too early but couldn't resist. 
Anyone else feeling like this? I feel a right horrible person especially with being so miserable with my husband x