sad and hurting

Last night, my best little furry friend passed away. I've had him for 9 years now - since right after he first opened his eyes. I raised him from a tiny baby and he meant the absolute world to me. My heart is shattered into a million pieces. I don't know what happened. Last night, I went out to his cage to give him a treat and cuddles and he was gone. He was my baby. I miss him so much already and I would do anything for him to be out in his cage waiting for me to come play with him. I am just absolutely crushed. Rest in peace, Raindrop. I hope there's lots of avocados, tomatoes, and peanuts in your cozy tree in the sky. I'd give the world to have you back with me. I love you so much.