Does anyone else get sad when they see positive pregnancy tests?

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I take so many medication at the age of 21 just so my body can function and so I can do simple things like feed myself or get myself to a bathroom (still can't do that sometimes when my body acts up and need help walking sometimes) because I have tremors and perminant weakness on my left side from a stroke when I was 15. I also suffer with some mental issues as does my husband and I worry about passing that on if I can even have kids ):
Majority of medication I take are D or C rated, I could handle not being on my antidepressant meds but I'd be in bad shape if I quit my tremor medication, one is very dangerous for pregnancy but the risk of me falling while pregnant is higher if I stopped taking it..
I don't know, I just get really sad sometimes thinking I may not be able to have kids or unfit to have kids because of all my conditions. I'm very open to adoption, I just want to feel that biological motherhood so badly ): surprise my husband with a positive test, go to appointments together, make a baby that is both of us.. 

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