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can someone help im confused n not well, as u saw my pos and didnt know if bfp/bfn n then I "came on" but tonight I had 4glasses of malibu and coke n still sobre but feel really crappy, almost like how I felt with my lb just before I found out, I posted a t.m.I pic and can u tell me anything ino ur not Dr's but im confused...ive had some kinda period like cramping also xxx