Wanted to share that I'm going through my first round of <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a>. I have only one tube but two ovaries. Im doing follistim 75ml a day injectable. I'm not feeling hopeful and I wish I could be positive. I'm so negative all the time. I want a switch to go off in my brain that tells me I can do this. I deserve to be pregnant. I'm not being punished. I am deserving and I need to get ready to have a baby. But really all I think is ok get through this next negative and look into the next cycle of <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a>. And once that's a disappointment I have 3 other tries. Why do I do this. I want to be excited and feel like this time it could be it. I'm so depressed I can't stand myself.