Heartbroken.

I've officially done it. I lost a real man because my ex won't back off. I lost the love of my life because he doesn't deserve to deal with the drama of my sons father. He deserves to be with a woman that will give him everything he wants and more without the extra baggage. I know letting him go was the right thing but im so broken....I know god blessed me with this angel but he deserves another angel.....ugggh if I was selfish I would make him stay like I did a thousand times before but you can only see so much disrespect someone gives to the man you love before you take action.....hopefully my heart will heal sooner than later.