hate condoms & birth control...what to do

I've been with my boyfriend for 7 months. We're 18 and In our first year of college. When we first started dating we used condoms then we started using pullout because we were both virgins and wanted to see how it feels. I then got on birth control and I hated it. Caused me bad acne, made me gain weight, and take away my emotions and sex drive. Now that I'm off it, I want to to be protected but I just hate condoms. It just feels like a ballon and it dries me up so fast and I can't even feel my boyfriend! I got off birth control a month ago and we've been using pullout. I know it isn't the smartest thing but I'm not sure what other method. Condoms make the sex suck and I just hate birth control. He's very good at pullin out and I don't have to worry about STDs because we were both each other's first. What do u suggest I do? And I will not get the IUD or implant because of the horrible side effects. Also since I just stopped birth control, will my cycle go back to regular like how it was before I got on birth control ????