lossing hope

Kaelin
Im really upset i was so sure that i was pregnant, so sure :/ now im not so sure :( i wiped today and found blood on the inside of my vagina but idk if it was because i checked my cm today and i caused irritation or if its implantion bleeding or if its period, because i normally know the feeling of my period coming and i havent felt it at all :/ like at all ive felt pregnant