I want him inside of me now!

OMG! Please tell me y'all ladies can relate. So I'm mad at my boyfriend, we haven't had sex in a week or longer but I messed up and kissed him while he was sleeping because I still love him. He woke up and wanted to have sex but I turned him down, I mean he was literally begging for me. I told him no! He went back to sleep and now I am beside him as horny as it gets. I want to wake him sucking him so tender and slow. I gotta stay strong though. 😩😩😩😩 I want him badly......