First I start spotting brown, those who says it's not scary didn't spot brown at the beginning of their last two miscarriages. THEN my sister whom I told I didn't want anyone else to know because of my history told the whole world. Some dude I hate walked up to my inlaws and outed us. Ruined all my chances of announcing. She keeps saying they didn't tell anyone and that I shared something about pregnancy and that's how people know. Only thing I shared was that October is infant loss awareness month. That's not an announcement and if they thought it was its obvious she confirmed it for them. And now I'm scared for my baby and my doctors office is closed and there is no on call nurse and I'm stressed and crying just thinking about possibly having to explain a miscarriage to a crowd of people I didn't tell I was pregnant when my own family doesn't even know yet. I WILL NEVER TRUST MY SISTER WITH A SECRET. Please pray for my baby. I'm scared to go to sleep.