no one wants to be my friend

All my life I can say I've only had 4 best friends.... till this day since I was little ... I try to make friends, but it seems that girls hate me;( I have no social media but this and when I had an ig I would get hate dms so I erased the ig (also cuz my bf erased his as well)...I have not made friends since I started school;( like wth I feel so lonely there I try talking to girls but they hate me or something ;( how can I make at least one college friend;(?