Before I got married I dated a man 20 years older than me! He is actually older than my parents. I have been married for over a year but I miss my ex like crazy! The sex, conversation, all the moments we shared! I miss it all. I moved away for a job opportunity and he couldn't come with me so we went our separate ways. I knew deep down in my heart we would probably never get married or have kids with each other, so we both agreed to not pursue long distance. We recently reconnected and it has made me lust over him even more! Idk what to do! I can't stop thinking about him.