Is it just me or....

Is it just me or.... when I wasn't trying to conceive it seemed like my period came around so fast... now that I've been trying to conceive for the past few months it feels like it takes forever for that time of the month to come around so I can test..?today is my last fertile day and all I want to is test I can't wait to test... I get so hopeful always wishing hoping this month will be the month!! Hahaha I guess my purpose of this post is just saying do other women feel the same as me