So I'm 22, 5"4 and weigh 240(I know it's a lot  and not healthy please don't preach) and really am just looking for a f*** buddy. The problem is I always always chicken out and it's mainly because of my body. I'm not at all happy with it and I'm terrified if I get a f*** buddy they'll reject me, be disgusted when they see me naked and bail. I just don't know how to appreciate and like my body and be okay with it especially sexually. Any tips or advice on ways you ladies have delt with this or were able to be okay with your body?