hoping & waiting

Adrienne.
14 DPO. BFN on 12DPO with digital. Have had intermittent breast twinges/weird feelings the past 4 days or so which I've never really had before. Light intermittent cramping the past few days and it got worse this evening, so I was thinking for sure AF was going to come but she hasn't yet and now the cramping is almost gone. My period due date fluctuates by a day or two but according to glow and FF it was predicted to start today. Hoping and praying I don't wake up to her in the morning and I can test. This was our 9th month trying and it's hard not to get discouraged but I'm trying not to get my hopes up. Let's see what happens.. or doesn't 😑