No sex for 6 months

So I had a scare when I was about 5 months pregnant after having sex with my husband. I had liquid coming out of my vagina and I couldn't control it so I went to the hospital just to make sure it wasn't amniotic fluid. Thankfully it wasn't, but we got so scared that we stopped having sex all the way until now that I'm in post partum (6MONTHS NOW NO SEX)
Honestly, I didn't feel horny at all throughout my pregnancy and I felt like a fat cow. Now, I'm wondering when will we ever be intimate again, and I'm scared because I feel it's hurting our relationship. He's been masturbating but like hiding it, since I've caught him taking long showers while I watch our baby. I walk in and he acts all weird. I don't condone it, never done anything to myself because I believe pleasure should be given and received by your partner. Plus religious-wise it's not right. Just my opinion and feelings about it. I feel left aside, and instead of him asking me to be with each other he hides. I tried talking to him about it as of why he acted weird when I went to the shower and he just said he didn't know what I was talking about. He's a wonderful father, don't get me wrong, and provides and is loving and all but not intimate lately. And it's horrible since before our baby we really enjoyed each other. I love my baby, but now my body is torn apart, I feel so alone, and I've never felt so unwanted. SORRY for the long story. Anyone in the same situation? Please advice :(