Miserable

Everything sucks right now. I'm schedule to finish work in a week. Husband has no job and sits on his a** all day. Money is going to be excruciatingly tight. I'm stressed out of my mind, we have two boys 3 and 1 1/2 years old baby number 3 is due Jan. 07. My doctor is incompetent. .. can never get an appointment. My previous doctor who was amazing is 3 hours away. I'm scared of the local hospital. I want the best for everyone but I just don't know if I'm coming or going anymore. Baby #3 was unplanned, my husband and I were actually working on separating but one moment of... insanity and I feel right back where I started. Stuck. I can't afford to take care of 3 kids on my own. I want to be able to do it all but I can't and i have a very poor support system. Feeling very alone.