He just put it in

I put a spermicide pill in me and we had some sex. He put on a condom and then finished. Maybe like 20min later, he pulled me across the bed and started having sex with me. I didn't get to use spermicide and he didn't finish in me, but I'm still super scared ugh. I hate being so goddamn paranoid. Supposedly I'm at 11% possibility today. Idk I'm just always a nervous wreck and it sucks ass. I can't enjoy myself and I always bother him with my worries.