Losing hope

My doctor is shocked im still pregnant im 38+5. Ive been in horrible pain since 20 weeks and baby is measuring big. Its not engaging and i spend most of my day having contractions that are 5-6 min apart. Then they just stop this is baby 3 so i know they are contractions. My doctor is refusing to even check me says there is no point. I have no family who lives close they are all 8+ hours away. Hubby just started a new job and my doctor wont do an induction when i can have family here. She says i will have to hope for the best. I have literally no one to watch my kids if i go in well my hubby is working. He will lose his job if he doesnt go in 😭. I wish something would just work for me.