baby dust needed (losing hope)

Heavenly Father, I come to you today and always your loving servant to ask of You a request to be able to conceive a baby. This is a reward that I will cherish with my life. I thank you for the blessings I have and for the blessing I am about to receive. I believe in Jesus’s name and do not take him for granted. I love you Lord with my whole heart and I know I am not forsaken or forgotten. Amen.
My husband and I have been trying three years. We miscarried last November. It is getting harder each day to keep the faith and hope in ever getting pregnant. Literally everyone I know is either pregnant, just had a baby or has a toddler. Even the people I've been watching for years on YouTube are pregnant. There are 15 pregnant women at work. I am 100% surrounded by the one thing I've wanted since I was little (to be a mommy) . It breaks my heart each month. I cry almost everyday now. I am so depressed and it's killing me.