Husband lies

Hi everyone. Im married about 5 years and have 3 yrs old daughter. From first day our marriage our relationship wasnt good. So we moved in another state away from mt monsters in law . since we moved our relationship became little bit better. But i always feel that my husband lies to me about everything... The reason im not leaving him is because my daughter i wanna she grow in a family. And second reason im scared to start my life alone. Im not working since my daughter was born Did u guys was in this situation? Any advice what should i do?