Locked up the tests!!!

Ashley • 31 yrs old, RN. Wife of 10 years, mommy to our sweet 9 yr old & baby girl born 9-11-16!
I had what I thought was a BFP a couple days ago.  I was really early like 7DPO so of course it was a fluke. However, it got my hopes up!  Now all I've had are BFN & it's crushed me!  I've been really discouraged about it even though I'm only 9DPO today.  (I'm a multi times a day tester- can't help myself!!). Anyways, I've locked up all the tests and my hubby has the key hidden.  I'm forcing myself to wait to see if AF comes so I can maybe get some sanity back. AF due around 1/3. After seeing a faint line & then 2 days of 1 has really been disheartening. ? Hopefully this will allow me to breathe & enjoy New Years without the depression & stress of testing before AF is due.  Good luck to all hoping to see BFP after the New Year!