feel like I may give up...

Taylor
10dpo, due for my period Wednesday, took a pregnancy test this afternoon and it was negative. I feel like I'm giving up here.. was trying for about 10 months finally got pregnant in August and miscarried around 6 weeks. And I just feel like this is it like are we never going to experience the joy and miracle of conceiving and raising a child? Like why can't this happen for us when is it our turn? Just feeling like I could start sinking into a depressed mood