I'm doing my best to keep it together. On the inside i an honestly deviated. The only thing that keeps me from losing it completely is that my amazing parents (even brother) ate going to be my son's babysitters while I'm at work, and hubby when he's not working or doing chores.i am so thankful and thrilled that they are willing and eager to love my little boy!

Any tips or tricks for easing the pain and sadness.

I just thank God i love my job. My boss is amazing and he is completely supportive and understanding.