Months, I fell into a terrible depression, I found myself contemplating suicide. I never went through with it though, in hopes of the future with my boyfriend. One night, I grew so needy of attention that I went into Omegle (an app/ website you can chat w/ random strangers for fun) and I started giving random guys my snapchat. They would snap me, flirt with me and we eventually would exchange nudes. I never put my face in them, so they never seen what I looked like, I would satisfy myself then block them. I did this for nearly 3 months until I grew bored of it. Then about a month later my boyfriend finally got ungrounded and I was at his house practically everyday, and I completely forgot about those guys on snapchat. I'm guessing some of them remembered my username bc to this day, I'll get random people adding me and asking me if I remember them. Of course I play stupid and say no, but now I feel like shit because he's been nothing but perfect to me, he treats me like a goddamn queen. I mean nowa days, I'm 110% loyal, I don't even look at other guys, he's all I want and all I'll ever need. For a while I didn't feel any remorse for what I did, but now it's really getting me. I just want to cry sometimes... idk what to do. JUST TO CLARIFY: I NEVER once did anything physical with another guy, it was only pictures and texts with random guys.I know cheating is cheating, but I just wanted to make it clear there was no touching or kissing or any of that!