I'm Not As Excited About My 2nd Round As I Was Before

Has anyone else experienced this? I'm on CD 11 of my second round, 100mg (last month was 50mg) and I'm just not as excited, and kinda bummed. Just kinda 'eh' if you know what I mean. Last month went by so slow and I was thrilled!!! It was all I thought about and talked about because I was so sure I'd get pregnant. But I didn't and my bloodwork says I didn't ovulate (I got a very + opk and my period on my own 12 days later, but whatever). Im hoping I will have better luck this time since I am calmer like everyone says helps, but I feel bad because I'm not as excited.