Help?
I've been thinking about everything, maybe a bit too much, but I'm still feeling, just, blah. I guess. I don't know how to describe it other than the opposite of "everything's okay."
Well I had a little session with my boyfriend, and I thought it would just be hands, maybe oral at the most. But he started going further and I didn't really say anything, I don't know where my head was in the moment. I knew I wasn't comfortable but I just thought that there was no way he would try to do this unprotected.
He penetrated, got maybe at the most maybe 5 thrusts, then I stopped him. Pushed his hips away with my hands.
We went on with just hands and everything after and yeah sexy times whatever.
I know there's always a chance. I know it's stupid. I know I should have told him no.
But I don't know what I was doing. I feel uncomfortable and I feel upset with what happened. I don't want to go off like "oh I was raped" because I wasn't. I didn't say yes, but I didn't say no. I love him a lot, and I know he wouldn't want to hurt me. He would Listen to me and stop having sex just in general if I was uncomfortable.
You don't have to lie to me and tell me that I won't get pregnant, I think the chances are slim. But I don't know what to do.
I can't talk to anyone about it because im so uncertain about the situation, I don't want to cause trouble if it's nothing done wrong in the end. I'm a minor as well, so I wouldn't want to risk any issues with parents.
Just some advice would be nice. Thanks.
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