Fuck my lifeee !!

so i been thinking of becoming a stripper because i havent found a job yet.... and my cousin can get me into a stripping job, My boyfriend isnt cool with it and says i cant do it , so obviously he isnt supportive or anything when i supported him and he goes to the gym now.. but why cant he support me and what i want to do???? I mean i have NO KIDS, i wont do anything just dance and grab my money.. Im so angry right now .