Is anyone else obsessed with babies and TTC?

Seriously I need help, I feel obsessed with wanting a baby. Ive got four kids ages 10,8,3 & 2 and my partner wants another it took him months but hes talked me into it & now im the one whos obsessed. Its all im thinking about from the moment i go to bed to when i wake up. Im on glow app all day looking at everyones positive tests and their stories.

I actually have been getting the depo shot all year and i am meant to get my next one in a weeks time but obviously going to skip it. Just hoping i get my periods right away so i can get preg by December.

Im taking supplements already to prepare my body. Ive been taking folic acid as well as cassanovum supplements.

I have had bad morning sickness all day and night in all my other pregnancies but i dont care im actually looking forward to it.

I cant stop thinking about babies 24/7! Am i crazy?