really wanna kill myself

I joined this app because I thought the community was loving and helpful. It's not! I've been having problems with being depressed lately, and I thought this would b a good app to get to just be in a supportful community. I've lost all of my friends, have to move to a new school, parents are always yelling at me, I never feel that I can succeed in anything. And on top of that, anytime I come on here to just track my period or talk about sex life I am judged harshly by the ladies on here. I'm so sick of everything and I don't want to have to deal with it anymore.