Anxiety and fear

C
Does anyone else here have immense fear of child birth? I only found out five days ago that I was pregnant, and as I've had a crippling fear all my life of hospitals, doctors, blood, and can't even bear to watch scenes in tv shows that have doctors...I am really struggling to be excited about my pregnancy. I feel scared and stressed and the more I think about the hospital visits, the more I panic. 
Any advice on what I can do? Do other first time mothers have so much uncertainty and fear? I live in city where none of my family or friends are, I moved here with my husband, and I don't know what to expect over the next few months.