It's been over a year now....

My first love and I broke up over a year ago and I still dream about him but tonight it was worse. I woke up crying.... I dreamed that he came to my house and we just hung out but then he started touching me and I got up and screamed at him and slapped him because I have a boyfriend. Then he started crying and saying that he loved me and I lost it. I screamed and just kept screaming and saying of you fucking did you shouldn't have left me or did the things you did. Then we went to my room and kept arguing and he kept crying. I even told that I would be telling his girlfriend about it too. Then I was in my room with him getting ready and he kept crying and then came over to me and was kissing my neck and I started crying and bawling my eyes out. And begging him to leave because I couldn't do it anymore. I couldn't deal with him. Then he started crying more and I woke up from my dream... I was always told that dreaming of someone means they miss you. But like why am I still dreaming of him over over a year later....