Recent Miscarriage

On October 15th, I was 22 days late and I had 16 super faint positives on 4 different brands of pregnancy tests over them 22 days. On the 15th, I also started bleeding. Since I was bleeding and my lines never got any darker, I made an appointment with my local pregnancy Center. My appointment was on October 20th at 1:30pm. Long story short, the lady done a urine test and it came up negative. She said they didn't do blood work there and she couldn't do an ultrasound unless she got back a positive result. Instead of walking out of there with a positive test and ultrasound pictures, I walked out of there with a negative test and a pillow for women who have miscarried. This is my 5th miscarriage (3 of them were chemical pregnancies). And I know it's best to wait until after my first period, but my husband and I had unprotected sex the 31st and twice on the 1st. The loss has just made my depression worse and needed a way to forget about everything for a little while. I attached pictures of what I have from my pregnancy. My lines didn't get darker than that (idk if you can see it because the pics I upload on here of tests get messed up sometimes...), that's the pillow the pregnancy Center gave me and the pic of me in the red shirt was when I was super bloated (I'm overweight, so that's why I was so bloated I reckon). The bloating JUST started going away. The pic in the lacey, pink shirt was yesterday.