just disappointed

I have an irritable uterus, have had contractions for 3 months already. Usually I will have them automatically ever 3 minutes for literally 7-8 hours. Well last night I started having them but they were anywhere from 7-10 minutes and slowly got closer and closer! After 6 hours of contractions they just stopped 😪 I am just so disappointed. I'll be 39 weeks Friday and not only am I disappointed that last night wasn't real labor finally, but having contractions like that for so long make me so worn out. I don't get to fallow the Norma contraction rule like the rest of you ladies. I just have to remember that ANY day could be the real day.