Rant!!!!

I have a friend's with benefits, who is in gotta say less than a friend and barely any benefits. He is an older guy, I'm 22 not that it matters and he's mid 4o not married bla bla bla. Problem. Is it told him I learned about what I like during sex and I'm tired of just sucking his dick. There should be more to that. Not just me being an on- call blow job queen. Eat me for once! Let's have sex! Do I have a right to be mad or nah?? And I realize this post is open to a lot of comments, but don't be so harsh are rude, thanks