horrible second birth 😔😫 kind of long

So I was due November 6th with my second daughter. On October 2nd my finance and I were going out and happend to get into a car accident. We were hit thank god we were in our lifted truck and basically it was a shit show. I refused to go in the ambulance and went after everything happened. Long story short there was reasons I didn't go with them due to who had hit us and didn't want them making some stuff up which they did anyway😡. Went to hospital that night found out i was 4 cm dialated felt no pain or anything had to stay over night and as it went on I became 6 cm then 9 and by 6 am I was ready to go. My first daughter was born 33'weeks and with this pregnancy I was 35 ... I was so emotional and extremely nervous because I was not ready to have a baby that next morning ! All I can say is the amount of pain that I had was so unreal and I had and epidural. I can't even describe how it felt. Her shoulder had also gotten stuck under my bone and that's when it all started I feel like I blacked out after that and all i remember is feeling the doctor go in with hands and all and try to get her shoulder unstuck 😞. All together though she's a healthy 1 month old now and is doing great 😊. But after this experience and pregnancy which was totally different from the first I dont think I'll ever do any of it again 😞. I had gestational diabetes with this one I was getting shots every week to prevent early labor and it was so draining. My first was nothing even close to this I had no pain with her and it was like 1 2 3