3 dpo and already not feeling hopeful

Sam
Well I'm officially in the horrible 2ww 😩 used the clearblue digital ovulation test and got my peak on the 31st and bd on that day and the next, was meant to last night but had a crazy day yesterday and didn't get the chance, I already feel as tho I'm out 😞 almost a year ttc, honestly didn't think I would get to this point, Ino some couples try for years and years but I already have a beautiful 3 year old little girl who is itching for a brother or sister, if nothing has happened by the new year I'm going to have to go to the doctors. (Needed a rant)Â