I'm so frustrated,sad, annoyed and every bad emotion

Rachelle • Mommy to two perfect boys! Jack Joseph- August 21st 2017 Brodie Christopher October 21st 2019
AF showed her ugly stupid face this morning LATE I might add! So not only  I'm NOT pregnant but my damn cycle is off by TWO days and I have figure my ovia days 😡😡😩😩😑😑😑. I've been TTC for 7months now and I have to say I'm OVER IT! And I know there are woman on here that have been TTC for 2 years and up. But damn! It's starting to get to a point where when I close my eyes I see babies actually babies smiling at me laughing saying "I'm coming mommy I'm coming" UGH my husband he don't get it he says  "relax" "don't stress" "don't worry" which is what all people say when tell them you TTC which I hate. 
Idk where I'm going with this just wanted to talk! I'm so irritated