So emotional today...who else?

Gosh I'm so emotional today. Almost 23 weeks and can't stop crying because my hubby didn't kiss me goodbye this morning for work so I'm sat here blubbering sending him essays on how he doesn't love me while eating a double chocolate cheesecake feeling sorry for my self. The box wouldn't open at first so that made me cry as well. It's my birthday tomorrow (01/01) and I havnt had one single card upto now and no one planned on doing anything for my bday so that made me cry as well.