is it safe for baby no3

So I've had 2 baby's and had complications on both. Long story short baby's healthy but I hemorage. They say it will happen again but it will be fine coz they will be prepaired. The were supposed to be prepaird with baby no2 but I ended up in intensive care and nearly died. Would anyone else risk it? I want more but my family say no. Any other story's like this???