Okay so my boyfriend and I have been together for awhile and we've always had sex (kind of). He puts the brakes on it and then we go back to having sex until he decides to stop it again. Various reasons each time but the most recent is that sex before marriage is a sin and wants to wait but I'm very religious too and see it as being okay if two people are committed and love each other. It's really upsetting me and I can't seem to shake it. Do I need to accept it or do something about it, if so, what?