having a rough week...
First Inwill give you all some background information...
Back in December 2015 I was hospitalized at 32 weeks for PROM or in other words my water broke but only for one of the twin boys I was carrying... Two days later I Gave birth via emergency c section to two beautiful boys, however sadly one did not survive. :( the other is currently 10 months old and thriving, happy and healthy for which we are so so very thankful. Now I was delve into the reason for my post...
I am having an awful week, filled with tears and uncontrollable crying... I can't help it.. My grief has hit me like a truck this week and I just can't seem to shake it. It all started when my mother in law reposted a post from this past December speaking of her late son (not my hubby but his brother) and my late son... I bawled for hours after reading it...I felt like I was reliving everything that happened... I held my son and cried and cried last night :( and then today my friend posted that her little girl (3 years old) has passed away last night.. (She did have a terminal illness which se was born with but it is still overwhelmingly sad) .. Again I sat, held my son and cried..
When does this get easier? Will it ever get easier?! I felt like I was doing so so well but now I feel like I am just an emotional wreak. :(
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