I just feel so worthless I tried to talk to my mom about the way I feel. I've been really depressed lately and my Anxiety has been bad and when I went to talk to her she got mad I was just trying to ask for help but it's like if she didn't care enough to help me. A while ago I had tried to commit suicide and instead of my mom coming in finding me there and being worried about me dying any  second she was too worried about going to work in the morning and saying that I did something stupid and I should never done that instead of asking if I was OK if I was gonna or if  I thought I was gonna pass out. I just don't know what to do  my friends are turning against me my family is turning against me I just feel like I have no one left I don't know why I'm posting this I guess I want proof of how hard I've tried to deal with this so if it does come to something serious they'll know how hard I've tried.