Not with my boyfriend of NYE

Unfortunately not with my boyfriend tonight. I had work (still got off at 10pm) he was suppose to pick me up and when I called him, he told me to ask a coworker or call my mom. ASSUMING he's out and about with his friends (which is cool because I trust him and he's definitely NOT a cheater) Im fucking aggravated because I had a horrible day at work, busy as all hell, rude ass customers, and pissy managers and in my head I was under the impression we were going to be together but I GUESS NOT. AND I feel like I can't even be mad at him because he's 21 and in 20 so tbh I'm really not that much fun right now (1 month and counting). I've just been feeling lost lately so I thought I'd vent to people who don't know me.