best friend orrrr ?

I don't know, has anyone ever grown up with someone you call your best friend I mean like you were literally there for eachother through everything & you do everything together & this & that & this & that. Well, when she gets in a *TOXIC* relationship with someone that she proudly chooses over you, cancels on you last minute when you have plans with eachother when you haven't seen her in forever, never answers your phone calls or replies to texts but is posting on Facebook, & talks shit about her other friends & come to find out she talks shit about YOU too?! How does that make you feel? Because me personally, I'm hurt. I had to cut all ties with this girl. The girl who knows me more then I know myself. My shoulder to cry on. Her boyfriend was a dick & started fights with her when me and her would go shopping. One day she said she had to get home & we were out downtown & she went home & went to an apple orchard with her boyfriend. Literally. Fucking cuts plans & everything. Her boyfriend hated me. For no reason at all. I did everything for her, when they would fight I was always there. She doesn't trust him whatsoever. She called him 71 times in ONE night. It took me having to block her off of everything to get my life back together from the toxic bullshit I had to witness. My heart hurts everyday because there's so much I wish I could call & tell her. Ladies, if you have a best friend that you can't live without, hug her & hold her close. They don't make them like them anymore.