feeling down..

Rebekka
Seeing as I have left my boyfriend.. 
I am super depressed and just sad in general.. 
I wanted a family so badly. Seeing as I am due any day! 
I wish things would of turned out differently and he could of been the man my son and I need.. not a drunk who only cares for himself.. 
Guess I'll be a single mama. Which scares the living day light out of me.. 
Not sure how you guys do it. 
Any advice is welcome.. 
Signed,
A terrified single mom to be