I'm 31 weeks and 5 days down, and I've been generally excited about having a baby up until around this point. I've suddenly become very anxious and overwhelmed about the entire situation. I am 19 years old, so I'm still very young and feel as if I'm not at all ready to be a mom and that I'd be okay if I wasn't... I feel like I haven't gotten much of a chance to live yet and everybody is now making me feel like my life is over. I don't want to endure the pain of bringing our daughter into the world, I'm actually beyond terrified of doing so. I basically don't think I'm up for the difficulties of having and raising a child and still haven't really bonded to the life growing inside of me..