I feel like a crappy mom.
I try not to compare myself to other moms, really I do but I just couldn't help it recently. My friend and I had our babies really close together. My daughter was born just about two weeks before her son. So we experienced pregnancy together and all that. Well recently we just had my daughters birthday. I bought what I could for it, and decorated a little but I had to get help financially for some of the stuff because my husband and I are struggling a bit since I left work to be a stay at home mom. My friend has an older son as well and she's a stay at home mom too.
She just threw his 1st birthday and it was so elaborate. Not to mention how beautiful her home is, and herself. I will be honest I'm totally envious of her. But I feel like crap because I just couldn't give my daughter a huge blow out bash like that. With gorgeous all decorations, an adorable snack table with themed signs over each snack, and perfect homemade cupcakes.
I spent hours on her cake I made myself and cupcakes, but it was nothing like this. Why am I always comparing?! I'll never be like her, or even close to as good as her. I just wish I could do and be better than I am. Not better than her, just better for my daughter. Have nice things like that, be perfect like that. :( but I'm not. I'm not even close.
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