Its a long story. Sorry not sorry. So, I went out for a friend's 21st last night and my brother brought his friend along too and tried to set me up with him, even though I have a boyfriend (he says because even he can tell I'm unhappy in my relationship I'd be better off with someone who makes me happy and he reckons that guy is his friend). The thing is I'm moving home over Christmas and I'm actually planning on breaking up with him, but that's still 2 months away and I don't want to do it now and have it be totally awkward living with him until Christmas. I'm just not happy when I'm with him and it's gotten to a point where I don't even think he wants to be together either (its been probably a year of both of us being unhappy but we have been trying to make it work) but the whole time we've stayed together (it was 5 years in september). The thing is, I'm really attracted to the Irish guy (my brothers friend) and he tried a few times to kiss me. I don't know whether he was just trying to get something more out of it or actually wanted me because all night he was just so sweet. He was even talking about his mum and how much I'd love his mum and she would love to have a daughter like me. I tried so God damn hard not to kiss him and honestly I would have loved to but I'm not a cheater (ya'll probably gonna be like hoe yes you are). Yes, I am emotionally invested but my boyfriend didn't even come home with me last night and I walked home with this guy instead and my boyfriend didn't really even care. He hasn't spoken to me all day today either to even ask of I got home alright. I'd like to see where things go with this new guy but I don't know what to do. I've never been in this situation before. Give me your advice ladies!!
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